Michelle-Mariolina, 22 years old, Swedish/Estonian girl living in Nice, France since 2016.

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30 mars

SUMMER WANTIES

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30 mars

THINGS THAT STILL HURT

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Det finns saker som fortfarande gör ont i mig. Saker som jag inte vet hur jag ska kunna hantera längre.

Det har gått många år sedan vår pappa gick bort, men det känns fortfarande oerhört jobbigt. När födelsedagar kommer, när julen är här, eller farsdag. Det känns lite jobbigt. Inte så att jag gråter alldeles oerhört mycket. Ibland händer det. Men ibland känner jag mest tomhet. Ibland kan jag känna glädje over de fina minnena jag har från min barndom, men just nu känner jag mig så ledsen. Kanske för att jag befinner mig så många mil bort från Sverige och min familj just nu, kanske är det bara det som får mig att vara lite nere.

Och så har jag varit sjuk också, vilket fått mig att tappa motivationen och jag vill mest sova. Gud vad jag bara vill att min feber ska lägga sig nu! Jag brukar ju alltid vara glad, stark och pratsam. Men just nu orkar jag bara inte..jag pratar inte heller om detta så ofta, vilket jag är glad över att jag gör nu. Det är skönt att prata ut.
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There is still things that hurts inside of me. Things that I don't even know how to handle anymore.

It has gone many years since our dad past away, but it still hurts a lot and it is very hard. Especially when there is birthdays, when christmas comes, or fathers day. It feels hard. Not so that I cry a lot. Sometimes it happens that I cry. But sometimes I just feel emptyness. Sometimes I can feel happiness for the beautoful memories I have from my childhood, but tight now I just feel sad. Maybe because I am many miles away from mu family in Sweden at the moment, maybe it's just that making me feel sad.

And I have had a fever, which has made my motivation in to 0. And I just mostly want to sleep, ah I just want this fever to go away! I always tend to be motivated, happy and talkative. But not right now...I don't talk about this so often, which I am happy that I am doing at the moment. It's nice to talk about this.





28 mars

WANTED

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28 mars

28TH OF MARCH

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Hade en härlig helg och nu tillbaks på universitetet! Alltså herre, måste bara säga att vad konstigt det känns att skriva på svenska !! Hahah. Även fast jag nu pratar svenska med mamma och company och så så är jag ändå mer van vid engelskan och franskan. Alltså det är ju inte överdrivet jobbigt, men lite ..! Huur som helst, helgen var härlig! På fredagen universitetsfest på Bagatelle i Monaco, och jag som sagt dricker ju inte alkohol men det var kul ändå! Nu tillbaks på Uni. Och idag måste jag säga att jag känt mig lite hängig, sjuk och lite trött. Fast jag blir iofs aldrig sjuk nästan..peppar peppar. Hehe, imorgon leedig och jag ska träffa Mabel I cannes tjoho! Puss

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I had a great weekend and now back to Uni. So by the way, I will start to write in swedish on my blog. We will see how it will go. hehe..feels a little bit..strange? I talk so much english and french, but I mean it's not THAT strange, it's ok! ;) today I have felt sick, tired and low, I took Fervex and I hope I won't be sick..I almost NEVER get sick. Just hope I won't get sick now tho. Tomorrow I am freeee so I am going to Cannes to meet Mabel. BISOUS.

25 mars

ZALANDO

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25 mars

SUNDAY

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Wanted to peek in and wish you all a very great sunday! Do you have any plans for today? Sunday is my day for rest and studies so now you know what I am doing today hehe <3


23 mars

FRIDAY FEELS

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I hope you all had a great day <3

I was at the Uni, and had three classes of Leadership, Human resource management and Micro economics. It went well! Now I am just home and relaxign for a bit, I will try to study a bit, drink a cup of coffee (yes I started again) and then have some rest. Probably I will sleep one hour or so, I would like to since I woke up really early this morning and tonight we have a gathering for the University I'm in, so we are going out in Monaco tonight. And as you might know, I have been writing about me not drinking alcohol, and about my realtionship to alcohol. And, well, I haven't been out "partying" for a long time now, so it is a little bit scary !!! Hahaha. No but it feels absolutely a little bit strange going out tonight, I will update you tomorrow and tell you how it went! ;P allthought, I wont go out to party, I want to enjoy spending time with my classmates <3





Byyy the way!! Look at this bag! How amazing? I will buy it I think, from Stradivarius, need it! Want it! Love it! You'll find it here 


23 mars

A GREAT DAY

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Coat from Zara and knitted sweater from Tally Weijl


A mirror selfie for you ! I thought I will post some of the pictures from the day that I was at the exposition with Mabel! Let's goo..!




Train station in Nice.
I'm literally here everyday. Second home <333 no just kidding..uni is second home! And I just simply go with the train everyday, to Monaco which goes so fast(!) about 20 min, and bus I think takes one hour...? Or more? I know it's two hours with the bus to Cannes, so maybe it's the same to Monaco. Haven't gone with the bus for a long time.




A better lunch w/ Alice! Can I have this sushi right noooow pleeease. Best lunch place, and if you know any other good lunch place in Monaco - tell me !!! <3




Everybody that knows me, probably knows that I just love carousels! So cute. Me and Mabel had to snap some photos here ofcourse.





Flower market in Nice. And plus I have to tell you..I wouldn't buy flowers from anywhere else than here, the flower market in old town. The flowers are for a really great price and in the other flower shops in Nice it's sooo pricy. To be honest.




When I was with Mabel we went to the Foire Exposition in Nice, and it was three different expositions. I mean the first one was like.. bathrooms...haha. So it was just a lot of bathrooms for people who wanted to buy..bathrooms. Which we wasn't too interested in. And the secong exposition was pool and terrass's for sale, and last one was the best - they had food market, makeup, clothes, bags..kinda everything. It was a nice day <3






Coffee at Marinette Kitchen <3 a really great place in Old Town of Nice, and it's actually a liiittle bit hidden! So it's not so easy to find or pass by. But really, it's a great place! <3

22 mars

SPRING IN THE AIR

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Hi sweeties!! I had a super good day at the uni yesterday, we had out final course in Public Speaking and I am very happy with the grade I got! Wohoo! After I met Mabel, she and I used to work her at the Riviera together last year and we kept contact which I am happy for! <3 so we had a great day in Nice, went to the Foire exposition, had a coffee at Marinette Kitchen in the old Town and spended a good time. I will show more photos tomorrow I think, so tired at the moment. Just want to lay in bed an sleep. PLUS waking up at 06.00 tomorrow sooo yep! Have a great day <3



22 mars

LYKO X INDY BEAUTY

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22 mars

IN LOVE

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21 mars

SOON 22!

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Woah, I just realized I am getting 22 in two weeks!! Feels..great! I mean, I don't really have any anxiety or something. But wow, it feels like I was 18 yesterday. And we went out for drinks me and the girls in my hometown in Sweden. And now I'm 22! And yep, I will stay here in France for my birthday. Since uni finnish the 18th of May! So in May I will probably go to Sweden, but not now! For you who wonder <3

So yes I mean it feels great to turn 22. And I also think that you get better with age (haha, saying this like I am sooooo old). But life honestly gets better with the years. And I absolutely hated being 14 or 15. You know, you are so insecure sometimes at that point of your life, and today I start to feel more and more good with myself. You learn a lot <3 



21 mars

PUMA X KENZA

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21 mars

ON THE LOOSE

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20 mars

20TH MARS MONDAY

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I hope you all had a great day! My day was great and Uni is going good. We have allready had our second midterm exam for this semester, and there is some more to go..! The 18th of May is the last day for this semester, and it feels so sad!! I wish we could go longer!! ;) but then we will be back in the fall! If you wonder what my plans are for this summer - well. I am starting to plan a little bit now, since we are allready getting more and more closer to summer break. I will be working more on my blog and with a upcoming PROJECT!! Which I am looking forward to. What are your plans for the summer? Are you also at the university studying? What do you study?

19 mars

SOME THROWBACKS

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19 mars

WEDNESDAY

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// Knitted sweater from H&M, Bag from Michael Kors, Coat from Zara //


Wish you all a super great day!! Monday and new week.

I remember i absolutely HATED mondays when I was a teenager and lived in Sweden. Hihi. And even more when it was snow and cold and minus degrees. But now it is so different! I think I haven't hated a single monday the past years. And I think it is also in the way you think about life, the way you have your thoughts. If you have your thoughts in a bad mood it will be a bad day, but if you are prepared and you think good thoughts it can help a lot!

What do you think about mondays?


18 mars

HOW I CURL MY HAIR WITH A HAIR STRAIGHTENER

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A little video on how I style my hair with a hair straightener! Hope you like it! And below I have listed some products I like for my hair! As you see in my video, I like to use hair oil and also Kerastase to moisturize the hair before I started to curl the hair.  <3



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17 mars

17 MARCH SATURDAY

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I hope you all had a great saturday babes <3 yesterday was a long school day at the uni, and felt so sick. First time I went to school wearing...a grey hoodie from h&m, a white t-shirt and black jeans, sneakers..hehe. It's not really the style we have at school (ping louis vuitton) haha...so you might understand how tired I was. Got like 3 hours of sleep. Sweeeet. By the way, thinking of starting to also write in swedish on my blog again, what do you think ?

Anyhow, so GOOD with weekend. To relax and study in calm athmosphere..how do you even spell that ?! and tomorrow I think I might go to Cannes to meet a friend of mine !! I think! Hope the weather is on our side.




Coffee saved my day yesterday. I KNOW. I don't drink coffe anymore, or that's what I say buuuut.....some days ya just need to




Look at that beautiiii. Love Nice so much <3 but now I'm so used to being in Monaco so much, so feels almost strange when I spend my time with A in Nice, haha...need to be in Nice more !! 






Love thiz song


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