Michelle-Mariolina, 22 years old, Swedish/Estonian girl living in Nice, France since 2016.

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18 november

IDEAL OF SWEDEN

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17 november

BEIGE WANTIES

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17 november

WEEKEND

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Hi guys! I hope that you are all having a really great weekend! It is saturday today so I'm free from everything today. Still I have some school work to take care of. Exams coming up! 
It has been a stressful week, with a lot of things to do. And finally yesterday I felt how relaxed my body was getting (because of the weekend), but sadly I started to feel sick in the evening yesterday. And yep, I have little fever and a cold...my body ALWAYS does like this. If I have been stressing and then I finally relax- I get sick! Why is it like that?! Is it like that for you guys as well?
Oh well, I try to rest as much as I can this weekend!





I wish I had the energy to do something fun today but I only had energy to eat and then I had to stay at home and relax. <3




I have a really long weekend because on monday it is the national day of Monaco. So Uni is closed! I am not sure if I will go to Monaco on monday to do something, we will see! I will keep you updated! Wish you all a great weekend! <3

29 oktober

KENZA X PUMA

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29 oktober

CANNES THROWBACK

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Cannes is one of my favourite cities. Love Cannes <3

28 oktober

NEW ENERGY

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I was in Estonia in Tallinn recently and it was so great to go there! Had the best time with my family, and enjoyed the city (and the countrylife) a lot.

It was great to go there and then come back home to France with some new energy! And now I am happy to be traveling again! What is your favorite destination in the world? Somewhere where you have been or somewhere you wan't to go <3



27 oktober

DISLIKE TO BE ALONE

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This is going to sound so strange. But I HAVE to tell you about it, maybe you know why I am like this...?

I am a person who really, really dislike to be alone. If I am alone for a longer time, then I can almost get panic. I don;t panic THAT much. But i definiately can feel my heart beating faster and I feel worried and lonely.

The funny, or "funny" thing is that I am not really a people person either. A long time ago I was very social and talkative, but then I have also always been very shy. But I like having alone time, me time and be alone, but if I am alone for too long then I panic. Isn't that very strange? I don't know why it is like this. Are you like this also or have you felt this way before?


27 oktober

I AM BACK!

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/ Happy in Monaco! Blouse and jeans from Zara, watch from DW /


I am back on my blog! Wiho! I hope you are as excited as I am!
I will really try to post more now. And if you have any ideas for what to post then hit me with your ideas! Outfit posts, cooking posts, or recipes, more photos from Monaco or Nice and so on!



26 oktober

IDEAL OF SWEDEN

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25 oktober

COSY KNITTED

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25 oktober

VENTILATE

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To be honest, I am so happy with so many things in my life. I love my life and God I just enjoy it so much each and every day. The hard part is just that I have always let myself get minimized because of others, and this has honestly made me super careful about who I spend my time with. Who I hang out with and so on. Today I don't let other's minimize me, it would be crazy if somebody would do that. Partly because I have grown so much in myself.  Ofcourse people can be stupid to anybody, that will always happen. But I am so careful and don't let in people in my life to easily, not many people knows things about my personal life.

When I write blogposts, then I can easily open up myself a little bit. Not too much. Just a little. I guess I became that way because I protect my family, nobody can touch my family. I guess that's why I had a little pause for my blog, because I was thinking it all through- how open do I wan't to be? But I have been blogging for so so many years now so I just don't want to quit or anything. I just definiately choose what I am sharing.

I just had to share this with you, and wanted to ventilate and write this.


25 oktober

WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGING

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I have missed my blog so so so much!! You wouldn't even believe it. Haha. The truth is just that I have had so much to do lately, not because I am a "very busy person" or something. But because it started out that I was traveling this summer and I went to Sweden and Estonia, I took care of my grandmother and spended time with her and my family on my mums side. And it was a lot of things that happened, which made me not want to blog..the ambulance came to my grandmother and it was difficult for all of us. I was really sad, but my grandmother is fine even though she is sick. I pray for her every day <3 and then I got back to France, and A had friends over and then Uni started in Monaco so now I'm back at school for the fall. And I have recently moved apartment with A! Oh my, ok it sounds like a lot but I have just taken time to focus on other things during this time and I hope you understand.




24 oktober

FALL BREAK TOMORROW

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So happy because tomorrow we have fall break. And I can finally sleep as much as I want, as long as I want, and study in my own way during the vacation <3





Hi guys! <3 so happy, because today it is wednesday, and I have only a long day at school tomorrow and then I am going on my fall break. Yes, we have fall break and other breaks (like spring break etc.) for our University. I have heard that it is different from other Universities, because some people in Sweden doesn't have fall break, is that true? I know some doesn't have! Or, so I have heard! So tomorrow we have a class of Business and two Accounting classes in the afternoon (finish at 17.15) and the hoome! <3




24 oktober

TAKE CARE OF THE HAIR

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To be honest I am sooo bad at taking care of my hair and I will definiately get better at it! In this blog post you can see some great products that I normally like. These products reeeally make the hair look great. And I love the shampoo (and masque) from SP LuxeOil which you see in the gold package. It is really so good and smells like candy, haha! Do you have any great advices on good products for the hair that you use? In that case, what do you use?


21 oktober

FASHION WANTIES

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21 oktober

A MAKEOVER?

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Hi beauties!

I think you have allready seen that I have not been posting anything lately here. And that is because I think I will do a little makeover here. I will re-do my blog with a new concept! I have a guy who has worked with me and helped me for almost 2 years now, and he has really helped me a lot!! He is the one who has really done all the work on my blog, the style etc. So maybe I am going to do a little makeover again!

And I will blow some life in to this blog again! Haha! I hope you are excited!! <3
BY THE WAY! THANK YOU- for all the love you are giving me on my Youtube Channel, it is crazy, I received so many new subscribers and about 30 000 views or more. You are crazy!! Haha! LOVE <3



06 augusti

THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE

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Balloons in Cannes

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Ballonger i Cannes






06 augusti

BEAUTIFUL SUNSET & THOUGHTS

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/ Skirt from H&M, Sneakers from Bershka, Bag from Michael Kors and top from Zara /






Love having fresh roses at home! But the sad thing is that I think it's too warm for the roses in this weather? so allready after like 2 days they are dead, haha :( so sad...

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Älskar att ha färska rosor hemma! Men det tråkiga är att jag tror att det är för varmt för blommor i det här vädret? så redan efter 2 dagar är de döda, haha :( så ledsen ...






A beaauuuutiful sunset over Nice. God I love this city so much, even more and more the longer I live here.

So..off to a topic which I guess I should be speaking a lot more about - I have been feeling really tired lately, my eyes are tired and my head is hurting sometimes and I just want to rest. I think a lot of it has to do with the extremly hot weather, but I think I just really need to see my family at the moment (I am going to see my family in Sweden and Estonia now in August so that's good). My grandmother is really sick and I really don't know how I will feel when I meet her, because she can't talk normally anymore. And it hurts right now while I'm writing this. Because my grandmother has really been a big part of my life, an imprtant person. A person I really looked up to in too many ways, and talking to her in the phone makes me want to cry. I usually call her and I speak to her in a happy tone, but then after we hang up, I start to cry.

It is hard when somebody in your near family gets sick. And honestly, I don't what I do if she dissappears. Not now, she should have more years to live.
So all I can do is to hope for her to get better. But I guess this is what makes me low.
I have never lost anybody near in my grown up years. And only out dad when I was 12 years old.
And being so far away like I am. I hate it. I really really hate it. This is by far the most horrible part with living abroad and so far away from your family.
It's like, I can't do anything to help or be there. Do you know what I mean? I hate that feeling. I hate so very freaking much that you can't even understand.


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En vaaacker solnedgång över Nice. Gud vad jag älskar den här staden så mycket, mer och mer ju längre jag bor här.

Så .. till ett ämne som jag antar att jag borde prata mer om - Jag har varit riktigt trött på sistone, mina ögon är trötta och jag vill bara vila. Jag tror att det har att göra med den extrema värmen, och jag tror att jag bara behöver se min familj just nu (jag ska se min familj snart, i Sverige och Estland nu i augusti så det är bra). Men min mormor är väldigt sjuk och jag vet verkligen inte hur jag kommer känna när jag träffar henne, för hon kan inte längre prata like bra som innan. Och det gör ont just nu när jag skriver detta. Eftersom min mormor verkligen varit en stor del av mitt liv, en viktig person. En person som jag verkligen s
åg upp till på på många sätt, och att prata med henne i telefonen gör att jag bara vill gråta. Jag brukar prata med henne med en glad ton, men sedan efter att vi lagt på, börjar jag gråta.
Det är svårt när någon i din närmaste familj blir sjuk. Och ärligt talat, vet jag inte vad jag gör om hon försvinner. Inte nu.
Inte nu borde hon ha mer år att leva.Så allt jag kan göra är att hoppas på att mormor blir bättre. Och jag antar att det här är det som gör mig låg.
Jag har aldrig förlorat någon nära i mina vuxna år. Och bara pappa när jag var 12 år gammal.

Och att vara så långt bort som jag är. Jag hatar det. Jag hatar verkligen det verkligen. Detta är överlägset den mest hemska delen med att bo utomlands och så långt ifrån din familj.

Det är som att jag inte kan göra något för att hjälpa eller vara där. Vet ni vad jag menar? Jag hatar den känslan. Jag hatar den så himla mycket att ni inte ens kan förstå.



05 augusti

PIQUENIQUE

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Had a little piquenique today! Hihi, cosy sundays!! What have you been up to today?


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Hade lite picknick idag! Hihi, mysig söndag!! Vad har ni gjort idag?







Lately I haven't been feeling very well so I thin I am going to write a little bit more about on my blog, after all, this is almost like my diary but an open diary and you deserve to hear things! I know I haven't been too good at blogging and so on, but I will try to change that! Promise! LOVE

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På senaste har jag inte mått bra, så jag ska skriva lite mer om det på min blogg, trots allt, bloggen är ju nästan som min dagbok men en öppen dagbok och ni förtjänar att höra saker! Jag vet att jag inte har varit för aktiv på bloggen och så vidare, men jag kommer att försöka ändra det! Lovar! KÄRLEK





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