AND I WILL NEVER BE HER
Everyday, I compare myself with other people. And I can't stop it. Or, I don't do it that often. But I just like to stand in front of the mirror and tell myself that I am not to pretty. I stand in front of the mirror, looking at myself with eyes filled with judge.Telling myself in my head I am not that pretty. I'm telling myself I am not having those perfect white teeths, that perfectly shaped body, pretty hair and maybe not the best style of clothing.
I walk back and forth to different mirrors. Looking if something would change. Like it's just the mirror that is wrong. But I'm still looking at the same reflection.
"You will never be Her". You will never be perfect. I tell myself.