Some things in life is really hard for me. Trusting people, and also not trusting people when you really should trust them - I always do the opposite, it seems like so. I have no idea why.
It's hard you know. It's hard when you have been treated badly in your life, and suddenly life is all a mess. And you do your choices because of (partly) what you have gone through in your life. I strongly believe that the choices we do in life is because of the way we have been treated by others, because that has shaped us in some kind off way. In both good ways and bad ways.