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Michelle-Mariolina, 21 years old, Swedish/Estonian living in Nice, France.

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13 december

EVENING THOUGHTS

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I want to, first of all, say that I am still reading and learning a lot about the religions. And I find it really interesting.

Sometimes I sit and read a lot, and I get so soaked up by all the faschinating things that, for me, is very true. But sometimes I don't think about it, and the days goes. And I don't think a lot about being religious. But then again, some days after, or weeks, I think about it.

Are you believers?

I find it really amazing. And honest. Life is a very strange thing. How can ANYBODY explain how the universe became like this, and why and how. Nobody can explain it, but reading about religions you get a lot of answeres to your questions.

When I moved to France and came here alone, I started to think a lot about God. And sometimes I felt so lonely and sad, and I could ask things to God out loud. I could sit quiet in the student home and think about life, the purpose, the meaning and so on. I think also, a big part of why I started to think about being religious was because of the terror attack in Nice the 4th of july 2016. And I was there when it happened, at the promenade, with my friends, 10 meters from the car that the man was shooting from. And we was running for our lifes. (now when I write about it, it makes me feel really sad. That so many people got killed next to us. And we could have died to). And I know a lot of people ask the question, so where is God if so many innocent people dies all over the world every day? The answere is, they don't die for nothing. They will get to Paradise. And the people that are not following God, and doing a lot of bad things, they will get their punnishment I think. And some bad people will suffer long, other will have the chance to be forgiven by doing something good for the humanity. So that's the answere. It's the after-lfe that is the "real life"

Before I couldn't really believe in all this. But today I am learning more and more, and I am open to the good. I am open to live the good life by God's rules! I have had, people bullied me, I have had a father that past away, I have been through the attack in Nice, and a lot of other things I wouldn't want to mention. But from all this. I do believe in the kindness, in the goodness, and in living a peacefoul life. <3




13 december

PANCAKES FOR DINNER!

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PANCAKES! Something I really like to do is pancakes! But now it has gone really a long time ago since I last time did it, so earlier this week I decided to make som for dinner! It's so easy, I used eggs, soy milk, flour, salt..and I think that's it! Super tasty with some fresh fruit on top of it! xx


13 december

A CLAP ON THE SHOULDER

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Even if I am soon going to Sweden to visit my family, I still feel super stressed at the moment. So many things happening, thousand thought running arround, to little time. No. panic. Haha.

It's just so many things happening at the moment. I mean. Good things! And it makes me just stay almost all over the place. I feel a little bit like a mess. But I guess it's only tuesday. The week is still young. And I do have the strength to get myself through it all!

I guess, it's important to remember to give yourself a "touch on the shoulder" to feel like, yes I can do it and I am doing great!

Guess I need to sleep right now, tooo late to be true and I am waking up early tomorrow! Ooops....
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12 december

STORY TIME - BULLIED AS A CHILD

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"Beauty begins the moment you decide to be yourself"


As a teenager. I always thought I had to pretend and be somebody else.
In a way like..I could be noisy and talk a lot to be herd. So I would seem to be the most happiest, funniest girl EVER. Or, drink as much alcohol I could so I would be the most "funniest" that everybody would love. And I started to do all ttypes of different things to try to be the best, most loveable person. One time I even started to loose in weight on purpose (when I was 13 years old), because of all the pressure from others. Still, it was only ghosts in my head from the people that bullied me as a child and told me I was fat and ugly, I had small eyes etc etc. And I could often hear people call me "fett-fia" in swedish, which means, something similar like "fattie". So all this happened when I was a child. There was a lot of people trying to break me down. And I broke down many times. My family was a big support tho.

But as a teenager it got calm. Nobody tried to bully me anymore. I moved out to the city with my family, changed school and got other friends. But still, the horrible words was still in my head saying "Nobody wants you", "You are just ugly and fat". When I was 13, I started to buy brand clothes. It was cool in the new school I was in, I also started my first blog, tried to read blogs, see what's in and cool, and I made up a schedule in how to loose weight over a summer when I was on vacation from school. And I wanted to come back to the school really skinny, so everybody would love me, and wonder what type of cool girl that was.

I was so satisfied when the scale showed 41 kg, and I was 170 cm tall. I felt so good. Like I accomplished something really amazing. But the bad words was still in my head. I needed to loose more weight, and do this and that. Finally the doctor at the school offered me help at the hospital because of bulimi and anorexia, so me and mum had to go there and talk to the clinic.


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Today I am feeling well. Still I am really mad at those people that bullied me and made me feel so bad. But I also don't really care anymore, I love myself today. And I often treat myself with good food, I do what I love and I only look forward now.

So yes, I just wanted to tell you this. So that you get to know me a little bit more. And also, love yourself and don't ever let anybody make you feel bad. <3

12 december

KENZO

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12 december

LA VIE EN ROSE

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Goodmorning you guys! Woke up at nine today, because today I have a lot of things I need to do! run errands and also..(!!) something really exciting I have to tell you! Last night I booked tickets to Sweden, so I'm going very soon! Yey! I wish you all a good day <3 !




Beautiful pink roses I have in my home right now <3

11 december

ALICE X PISTOL

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11 december

RESTAURANT WOKO

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A better lunch in Polygone at restaurant WOKO. I really liked this cute restaurant and I have heared a lot of good things about this place to! SO it was nice to try it out! I had rice with schrimps and it was so tasty. My mouth is watering, haha! Try this place if you like this typ of food!



11 december

FAV

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10 december

PYJAMA FEVER

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1. Kimono / 2. Slippers / 3. Pyjamas i silke / 4. Top / 5. Shorts / 6. Morgonrock



Something that I really really love is to have a nice pyjamas to sleep in. I have so many ones at home I'm using that I really, really love. Nothing beats having a cute and cosy pyjama and go to a nice, fresh and clean bed <3 Here above is some more of my favourite pyjamases!






10 december

POLYGONE RIVIERA

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Hehe, so happy!



All the windows in the shops are so pretty this time of the year!




Have a question! Have you bought a christmas tree yet? :D





In Polygine Riviera!


Christmas is always so nice! I really have so much christmas feelings and it feels very nice! Do you have christmas feelings?


09 december

TEA & CHRISTMAS TREE

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Tea time!

Tea time and some beautiful fresh pink roses! <3 I was doing some errands today, and then afterwards I went to buy some ingredients for making tarte aux pommes! + got some fresh flowers to! And now I have eaten dinner, been baking (and the tarte aux pomme turned out good!). So now I will finnish up some assignements for school, blog, and watch a movie! How has your day been?









...and I got us a christmastree!! HAD TO. Last year we had a christmas tree to, so why not have it this year to? I think it makes the home really cosy to do some christmas decorations <3

09 december

LATEST INSTA

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09 december

SATURDAY PLANS

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Saturday which means, a day "off"! Still I am doing a lot of things today, so I don't really feel like having my day off.

I just now wrote a list of christmas presents I should buy! I have only bought few..still it's like christmas in..two weeks? Ahhh, time goes so fast, don't you think? So I am now writing a list so I know exactly what to get to everybody. And I will probably go to Polygone with a friend next week to do some shopping! Anyhow. Rigtht now I'm on my laptop doing some research for an interesting things - I won't tell you what it is, but I am so so so escited for doing this and I think I will tell you in January! I have also done a loot of cleaning today in the house, washed clothes and so on. Love when the home is clean <3 and I'm also gifuring our ehwn to go to Sweden now in December, hehe no I haven't bought the tickets yet..! And tried to get rid of a lot of clothes. Sold my barbour jacket, my biker jacket and some more things I dodn't use. So it feels nice to get rid of these things <3





You have to try Deli Bo here in Nice!! I lvoe this place! Good coffee and so cosy.

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